Foundation...

Lately, things have been... dry. I find myself wandering down paths that i know will waste my time, and clinging to the things that i think i need/ things that i think will help to refresh me. But, nothing seems to be real or fufilling. And then, i step back and survey, and i cant help but to wonder... "what has happened?"

I mean i was there...
I was in the prescence of God, in His arms...
It was all so real. It was all so satisfying.

"what has happened?"

But, God has begun to take me back to those moment and exposing a trend in every one of them...

every inch of that moment was derived from the very person of Jesus and the very breath of God

At no point was i distracted by the things such as appearance, atmosphere, timing, effectiveness; anything physical thing that created a barrier between me and God because i was not concerned with what you thought of me, nor the lights, nor the creative elements.
It was me and God.

It was me, in my brokeness, hand in hand with Jesus, reaching with hands of need, praying prayers that refused to be unheard.

When everything was stripped away, nothing was left but me and Jesus.

What got me to that point?
Better yet, what DISCONTINUED me from being there?

Jesus is my foundation. I have piled so many things on top of me that i continuously focus on what i can do to relieve some weight, and i have forgotten that he is the reason that i wake in the morning and lift my hands to worship my father, despite what may come my way.

Take me back. Just me and you. So that the only place left for me to find myself is in you...